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Friday, 22 August 2008

  • Reasons to be Excited

    ok, so i am really excited right now. i was happy to figure out last night that i could talk to my wonderful girlfriend about the future without getting embarrassed. So we talked about it, and we had fun, and may have fantasized, but what the fun without it? We chatted about marriage, and kids, and some other stuff. It was really nice to talk to her about it.
    I am also really excited about this saturday, it's kimber's birthday party and i am excited to see her. she doesn't know some of the things i can think when she is away for a longer period of time. I thought one time that i'm not good enough for her, she needed someone better, more let out. But then i talk to her, and see her, and i think about how crazy i am. I need her, and i'm not sure how much she needs me, but i have a strong feeling it is alot...but i need her more. My mood depends on her mood and she isn't always a happy camper, so it can be hard, but i try to pull together for her.
    Anyhow, along with this Saturday, next saturday is the Rascal Flatts' concert! i'm going with whoelse...Kimber, and i am so excited about that. There's a long story behind why i like them so much...well, it started at homecoming in 10th grade, we were dating for close to 3 months, and i decided i wanted to take her. So we figured everything out, and we went, it was a nice night, i was with kimber, and for October, it was kinda warm...
    So we get inside, we go through a maze of pictures...and off to Dance!!! all night was real fun! we all had a blast, and i got to dance with a few people, but when the last dance came, everything changed.
    "I Melt" came on, and of course, lat dance was your Baby's dance, so we danced...and danced for what seemed like an impossible eternity. i got lost in her eyes, and i held her close, and i knew i wanted to be with her for a very, very long time. when it was finally over, i looked down at her, and before i could say thank you, she leaned up and kissed me... It doesn't seem like much i know, but our First Kiss...my heart stopped...and then fluttered, and i couldn't feel anything but love for her, she had such a sweet look on her face as she leaned in one more time...and kissed me again...
    unfortunately, it was time to go...and i didnt want to, but, you know, it was late and we were alll tired. so i walked her out, and we met her mom on the porch of the school. she smiled and led us to the truck, i held her close to my side, my hand around her waist and i was holding her other hand. and we left, and we took snookie home, and well, had a few more moments in the truck...but...
    that's why i am excited about the concert...and i know she is too.

    Oy, i am hungry, and i need some food, and i need to let my fingers heal...lol
    thanks for reading, and sorry about the sappy love story... 

Thursday, 14 August 2008

  • what a great freaking day!

    So, i woke up this morning, with a smile on my face. I was happy because i got to see Kimber last night, i didnt care that i only stayed for 2.5 hours, but i was happy i got to see her and spend time with her.

    anyhow, i check my email, and i have an email from kimber saying that she is really mad, and she wants me to call. So i call, and im on the phone, and i can hear the tension and anger in her voice as she is telling me everything...and im just sitting there wondering what i can do to help her. I have been dating her for a year and almost 2 months, and the only thing i know to do, is think of something that i can do to ease her grip alittle, and im not gonna say it's easy, because it's not.

    So i have her on the phone, and im trying to help, and it's really not working, everything i do is only making it worse...so i think at one point, she is mad at me, because she needed to get off, and as i was telling her i loved her, she hung up...so i tried to tell myself to shrug it off, but these things get to me. I care about her alot, she has been my main focus point since 6th grade...and here i am going into 11th...so im kindof upset, and i am holding on to Rugby (a stuffed dog she got me for Valentines Day) and it is working enough to keep me from crying. So i start thinking of some of the stuff we have done together, and millions of things came up in my mind, so i was "watching" them all in my mind. But she calls me back, and she sounds easier...so i am talking to her, and trying to calm her down more, and it works...and then...she has to get off. so we hang up, and i attempt to go to the computer, and talk to her alittle on the internet.

    So im on, and in the midst of talking, she asked me to tell her a story...this is a really great game to play, especially when you have a special someone. You get something you're going to do together, and you make a fictional story out of it...So i start talking about saturday and what we could do for steeler camp. And she loves the story, and she thanks me, which is the best thing you can do for a girl is please her, so i did that, and i felt good after that.

    That is it, and now there is a storm headed my way, so i am going to go get my shirt on, and wait for the whistle to blow for the fire dept.

    Thanks for listening, and Baby, if you're reading this, I love you, and im always here when you need me.

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

  • Happy ending

    so i was supposed to go to the school today to help with the orientaion...and mom said no, so i was bummed, but then, i thought about an email i got from Kimber, saying she wanted to know if i would come with them after the orient. to their house for dinner...then i was upset. I called her asap, and well, her mom talked to my mom, and im still going for dinner. im excited, and i think i need to go get ready...

    ttyl, bye guys

Friday, 08 August 2008

  • Tired, Cranky, and i miss my girl

    so, i had to go out to the school today for an interview to help the Principle (because we're buddies) decide who would be the likely person to get the new job. So i sat, and i learned, and i sat, and i learned some more...and finally it was over, and it was time for lunch...but i was tired, and i think he chose the guy we all liked, but i could be wrong.

    So i come back, and i get my hair chopped off...not completely, i still have enough to make a blanket, but i got it cut, and then i came home around 1:30ish...and passed out on my bed...i was butched...

    (opens eyes wearily)

    i go out on the porch afetr my great slumber of 20 minutes, and kimber calls, so i talk to her, because i miss her so much, i could cry...but we talked, and she had to go... so i let her go, and just sat there for a while...got tired, and fell asleep in my bed again. I wake up to "Blaize, come down and show your dad your hair" i just layed there for 5 minutes, and i came down, looked at him, turned in a circle, and fell into my sleep...Stupid meds.

    So that is my day so far, i am planning on going to a firecall later tonight, because that's the way my life is, i get to sleep, and i get interupted by something...but it's a good thing helping the city, and showing people how wmuch i care about others. I just dont like Medical calls...you know the ones where the patient has been dead for 3 hours, but they JUST had a heart attack...idk. ill post later...im tired.

    Peace out, and God Bless

Tuesday, 05 August 2008

  • random...

    So, i am talking to Kimber, and she's telling me everything that's going on at church camp...ok she's off for a few seconds...but anyway, they are having a blast, and i just hope i can go up next year...or maybe next week...but i would love to go up there for at least a day...but because it would be with my girlfriend, mom doesn't think it's a good idea, she doesn't think ill sleep all through the night...if you catch my drift.

    But i recently went to a program called the Silver Ring Thing Fling...where you swear your Abstinence till marriage...and i freak everytime i take it off...but the most i do with he is the obvious, amazing kiss. (phone rings) kimber's back on. but yeah so that's what i have been thinking about all day...all week. argh...i miss her so much, but everytime i tell her, i cant stop, so ill randomly tell her i miss you every 15 seconds...so...i tend to stay away from it...but i end up saying it anyway.

    Oy' thanks for listening...seeing...reading...idk. Ill post later on...

    payce...

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  • Lynn_2010
    wow...you must have been really, really bored, huh? haha, love you. <3
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    Hey Blaize, it's Blaize, you were bored, so you sent yourself a message, that i recieved and your now reading...i hope you laugh everytime you read this, i do, and if you don't then there is something wrong... HEHE